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Post Info TOPIC: anger


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anger


I have a lot of anger.Ive been using antidepressants and sleep meds yet the anger  is still there.Need to get out but don't know where to go.Cant find anyone to help.The terror of abandonment is so great when I think of leaving and being all alone.Im having trouble making meals and even remembering to bathe.Every second day.Read the big red book where it talks about sixty meetings in ninety days.Yeah right where.Theres one here thirty some odd miles away thayt I wouldn't trust myself driving to.Im screwed.Go to counseling and I'm a mess feeling feelings.Figured I had been sexually abused but can't remember it,What the frig else happened to me.Crying about my dad fighting that I never had feelings for.The meds dont stop the anger it's so pervasive.Yet where's all this support.Go to recovery for meds.Went there and was triggered so badly by pedophiles there.The kid in me freaked right out and I ran away from the place.Why did I do that.Then when I wa at my brothers I yelled out that I wanted all pedophiles to die.I was furious so furious and kept having antidepressants to stop the rage.Now it won't be stopped.I need a way to release it it's not funny .I go to alano and get these perfunctory little gestures.I really need support yet sign up for groups yet no one calls back.Been calling recovery places and nothing.My hp must have another plans.I need to tak about this crap.Shared with a friend and started crying.Am I digging or is it time to deal with all this and how.



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Thanks for sharing, Neos.

In Recovery,

Princess K.



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