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Post Info TOPIC: Could you destroy the hindrances of my moving to the USA?


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Could you destroy the hindrances of my moving to the USA?


Being hindered in going to the USA, moving there permanently, by ties and "greater family". 

I resent, I am furious, I want to destroy and eliminate what blocks me from going. I shall practice acupuncunture-like stickthrowing. 

Buddhism might be being attempted used to block me from going to the USA currently as well. 

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I sent in my greencard, involuntarily in a circumstance/situation having come to be so that it was impossible; at least perceptually (not only). 

 

That sent in letter has seemingly become "proof" that I do not want to go and am possessed or something like that. 

 

--> relapses, relation-endings excused as not being real, that I am leaving Europe etc. 

 

The "proof" of me sending in that in an envelope and it being returned; very different from the people I took leave from whom refused to accept or meet me in person for a "leave". I guess I was a source of health, a tool, for them and their children or something like that - at least that their illusion. 

 

Let me put it simply; I had written "Thank You!" on the outside of the envelope. I do not know if this was somehow a rejection factor, however I am extremely happy that the greencard was not abandoned at the time. 

 

See all I wrote above? To hinder this amongst other things from being seen, all true - however the excess hindering certain factors from seeing this. 



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I do not know which way this one goes:

There's some "now go watch this video"/do something else reminding me strangely of my brother for some reason...

Magically finding my way to emails from my mother.

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"see, you have the fellowship members, helsekost people, eastern spirituality groups" - [you dont need to leave...] - I cannot even formulate the last bit properly, hindered.

Lacking "vegans" and "online relations of various kinds" etc. 

Why is it not simply respected that I am not interested in living in Europe? Its seemingly extremely hard to accept a "no". 



-- Edited by ieei on Tuesday 13th of February 2018 03:01:36 PM

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"Its not written by vegans"/you cannot read this text, you cannot listen to this music - whenever I am getting "away", getting in the direction of leaving - something losing control (of me).

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