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Post Info TOPIC: Anger


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Anger


Im angry I have to be on meds and have a mental illness.Im angry my mom doesn't seem to give a crap and doesnt understand.Im angry my kids don't act like others that help their parents.Imnangry that God seems nowhere to be found.Imbangry that I go downstairs to see my mom and she doesn't talk just starts cleaning.Imbangry that I have to take meds to sleep.Im just plain angry right now.Im angry that I don't have peace like I see a lot of other people have.Im so angry .I don't want to be angry but I am.Im angry and jealous of my sisters.My mom says my sister suffers with depression yet she never shares about it.My other sisters on meds but won't talk about it.She seems embarrass.Itd help me not feel so alone.I punch trees and beds and cry my eyes out yet it doesn't seem like I'm getting anywhere.I talk to friends and for what.theyre just going to get sick of me I would.I was scared to be around mentally ill people.Now I'm mentally ill and somehow figure I'm better than them.What a bunch of foolish pride.I used to judge hem thinking just get over it not realizing the terror and depression and anxiety they go thru .Its horrible seemingly like irs hopeless.Go to alanon and it's all ladies and they're all involved in their little cliques.Just like at church.People are supportive but who do you run to at three in the morning when you have such high anxiety and fear.I turn to God but it's as if he's not listening,I haven't heard of others going thru this.My friend with mental illness has always been able to sleep even with going thru his stuff.My PTAs is on high alert.cant shut it off.Yet Drs don't understand.Look at their computer screen and think what might work then others go off all meds.And what stay awake the rest of my flipping life.I am so frustrated prayers appreciated.



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Thanks for sharing, Neos.

In Recovery,

Princess K.



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