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Post Info TOPIC: Fear


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Fear


under al, this anger is fear.Fear of dying and never seeing anyone again.wnen I was in recovery I was afraid I'd die there and never see my kids again.I was afraid period.I was afraidIf I told them I dint like it Theyd kick me out and I'd have no place to go.Im afraid Ive done too much stress to my body.Im afraid of speaking up for myself and setting boundaries with my mom.Im afraid gods rejected me.Im afraid of never having a good relationship with my daughter.I was just xpressing my fears to my family years ago and my sister shut me down saying no one wants to hear it cause it brings up their fears.Thats when I stopped sharing with my sister.We used to be so close now it's not like that.A couple talks on the phone.I know shes concerned.This Ptsd sucks big time.I want off this roller coaster of emotions there doesn't seem to be an end in sight.Then when I see people leave the board I figure it's probably my long rants.



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Thanks for sharing, Neos.

I'm sure people leaving has nothing to do with you!

In Recovery,

Princess K.



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Thanks princess k get into this weird head space

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