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seems I have to almost get exhausted or force myself to lie down and nap.Not as angry and hateful.Drove home and saw cemetery where my sister is and bawled for almost half an hour.Went for long drive got a slice of pizza then slept for ten hours.I never get that much then a two hour nap.Needed it.Want to be able to do my job Friday.Wish the fires would let up.Awfully smokey.Son text me that was good.It seems only when I share my heart with hp he does something.This whole journey for me is a heart thing.Thanks.



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Thanks for sharing, Neos.

In Recovery,

Princess K.



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Heart thing. I like that. A Lot. keep holding on my Brother.

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Neos2 wrote:

seems I have to almost get exhausted or force myself to lie down and nap.Not as angry and hateful.Drove home and saw cemetery where my sister is and bawled for almost half an hour.Went for long drive got a slice of pizza then slept for ten hours.I never get that much then a two hour nap.Needed it.Want to be able to do my job Friday.Wish the fires would let up.Awfully smokey.Son text me that was good.It seems only when I share my heart with hp he does something.This whole journey for me is a heart thing.Thanks.


 ((((((((((((((((((((((((Chris)))))))))))))))))) my sister's service is Saturday....its gonna be a haaard day....my girl and the nieces will send me my little things I sent to her as "i love you" gifts when she was so sick.....also I will get sme of her ashes......boy, i feel half gone.....my sleep is all screwed up, and I have been using he Ccard..yea, some was necessary, but some stuff could have waited......retail therapy.....instant gratifiation/comfort...oh yea...you and I just have to slog on and know that the pain will ebb, but we won't ever stop missing them.....how old was she???  mine was older..73....it doesn't matter, a loss is a loss...i had this stupid bitch at work say to me "well my brother died at 35, you had YOURS for a long time"   Like my loss was LESS????  not as bad????? I just looked at her and said..."whatever" and walked away.....I am not the a-hole whisperer so I considered the source and I don't talk wth her unless I absolutely have to...she is a phoney, self righteous, over religious BITCH whose walk is horrible.....ok, i just worked her inventory, but it felt GOOD!!!!  hang in there, friend...it will get easier...we will be able to go on without them, but the missing them, I think is forever.....but we can manage it.....we can come to acceptance.....crying has subsided, now I am majorally PISSED and angry at the drop of a dime.....so yea, the stages of grief.........



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Mamma and Chris....

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